To go out or not to go out?
I ask myself this every time I am invited to go out.
I feel like a loser for asking myself this so much.
I think I started asking myself this more when I moved to Tucson. I was a different person when I was back in my hometown. If my friends were doing something, it was an easy yes. The pro was seeing my friends and drinking and the con and was not seeing my friends and not drinking. Made decisions easier. Why did that person leave?
Here's where I'm at.
I don't know if I'm in the mood to go out tonight because:
I'm pretty tired.
I had a long week.
If I got out tonight I'll spend a lot of money...
Staying in just sounds nice.
I look so gross.
I could catch up on a lot of stuff (on my DVR.)
I'm not in the mood to get ready.
I'm pale (that really doesn't change if I go out or not though)
I would have to shower.
I would have to dry my hair.
I would have to put makeup on.
I have nothing to wear. (That never changes whether I go out or not either)
My jeans are really tight. (They always are as well)
Will it be fun?
I don't even know what I'm in the mood to drink.
So should I go out?
Do you think it will be worth it?
I feel like I should go out.
But, am I in the mood?
I think I am just going to stay in.
Fine. I'll go out. It will be fun though, right?
Yes. I'm going out.