July 27, 2015

When Friends Change

Enter the most cryptic blog post ever.
It is just one of those that when you need to write, you write...



People often seem to come and go through your life. But occasionally there are people that really get you down when they seemingly exit your life. 

I have had two. One a very long time ago and that has been the hardest. Now she is coming back in again and I want to get my hopes up. And I just want to tell them....

There are a lot of things I don't know about your life. I don't know who you hang out with, I don't know what is important to you, but it isn't me.

It's a funny thing, change, because I used to know everything. There was a time where we shared in crazy antics and adventures and now we don't.

I miss having inside jokes, conversations, and adventures.

I wish I could say I stopped missing you but I haven't.

I get mad sometimes that you don't really seem to want to be together and each others life. Then it would make me even more sad because I was mad at you.

I think sometimes we expect more from others because we would be willing to do that much for them.

Friendship is a two way street. I get that, but it seems like I am the only one who has tried caring. Now I need to stop and it is up to you. Therefore, you don't know about good and bad that is going on for me. You haven't congratulated me or asked me if I am doing okay.

I wish I could say I don't care anymore, but I do. 
 I hope you miss me and I hope it hurts.
And I don't care how harsh that sounds.


2 comments:

  1. I've wanted to say some of the above to ppl in my life but have never had the guts to. Friendships are hard especially as we all get older. If only ppl could see how they treat others. Good luck my friend!

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  2. Aw, I really do miss you even though we've both changed (a little) because that is what time does. There are always somethings that will never change though! A good example, chocolate and Gilmore Girls- yes, please. :) Haha. Love you lots!

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